unloved.
not loved or cherished.
my conscious floods with this word.
is this what i am
or what i feel?
i cant bare to grasp,
to feel,
to know,
to accept,
what being loved
feels like.
unworthy.
lacking value; undeserving,
why do i feel this way?
why do I feel so
undeserving of
love,
affection,
loyalty.
my mind races,
endlessly
making eternal,
never ending,
infinite,
spirals in my head.
why do i have the ability to feel hatred,
but the inability to feel,
deserving
of
being
loved?
why does being loved
feel like something
so,
unfathomably difficult
to
endure?
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Author:
b.j. zeiger (Pseudonym) (
Offline) - Published: December 3rd, 2019 23:10
- Category: Sad
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Comments3
wow, found myself tearing after reading your poem only because i think i relate so much to it.
Sadly compiled Beautifully 🙂
Feeding the dark can come easy for some as it does for those that can easily find love & light.
I was told to live is to suffer, keep up the write and you'll find your why is programed deep inside.
Much peace and respect on your journey
Thanks for the sharing
Difficult to feel unloved or to feel like your not worthy enough .., I completely understand the feeling . Sorry you feel this way but you expressed yourself nicely
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