brianna jean zeiger

what does it feel like- i wish i knew.

unloved.

not loved or cherished.

my conscious floods with this word.

is this what i am

or what i feel?

i cant bare to grasp,

to feel,

to know,

to accept,

what being loved

feels like.

 

unworthy.

lacking value; undeserving,

why do i feel this way?

why do I feel so

undeserving of

love,

affection,

loyalty.

 

my mind races,

endlessly

making eternal,

never ending,

infinite,

spirals in my head.

 

why do i have the ability to feel hatred,

but the inability to feel,

deserving

of

being

loved?

 

why does being loved

feel like something

so,

unfathomably difficult

to

endure?

Comments3

  • Grato

    wow, found myself tearing after reading your poem only because i think i relate so much to it.
    Sadly compiled Beautifully 🙂

  • Poetic Dan

    Feeding the dark can come easy for some as it does for those that can easily find love & light.

    I was told to live is to suffer, keep up the write and you'll find your why is programed deep inside.

    Much peace and respect on your journey
    Thanks for the sharing

  • yellowrose

    Difficult to feel unloved or to feel like your not worthy enough .., I completely understand the feeling . Sorry you feel this way but you expressed yourself nicely



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