Free association comprises ratiocination...

Bonafide catatonic doggedness,

nevertheless this stubborn stoic poet writ

afore and another feeble effort courtesy

exhaustive mental effort

he brewed den - brought about divine visit

analogously to solve mystery pinpointing

within suspense unveiling whodunnit.

Whereat your true

plane vanilla author's creativity

admittedly drastically did decline

bawling and crying

caterwauling putting any feline,

to shame, hence abandoned grandiose design,

cuz he suddenly contracted

(think fabricates)... what else

flesh eating bacteria unfavorable sign

finding me body stone cold supine

(courtesy brainstorm that went awry)

inducing purgatory nauseating

sensation to vomit,

nope not at all feeling fine,

hence literary dream subsequently mine

ambition tanking (think

kamikaze nose diving

minus parachute life line),

sought spiritual guidance ministered

severe existential nihilist crisis

(an understatement)... zip,

absolute zero, and nein

never to witness, nor

restored vigor and vitality,

(sob... sob... sob) ha how asinine,

hence garden variety germane pine

wood coffin evidenced

resembling somber funereal yahrzeit

(/ˈyärˌtsīt,ˈyôr-/) recollecting late mother

helped beget kith and kin of mine,

than as now buzzfeeding appetites decline

possibly courtesy bloodily splattered

white laboratory coated

donned Victor Frankenstein

mister monster master's

repurposed cadaver delivers kosher eats

fancy feast grubhub groaning

outsize maître d' makes beeline,

nsync with anonymous canine,

corps speedier than any airline,

unbeknownst to yours truly posthumous

fame will inevitably yield moonshine.

Fast forward approximately

twelve hours later recuperated -

aide de camp resolved impasse with

partial writer's block slayed

attempting to continue quasi theme

i.e. avoid typing with fingers delayed,

albeit no matter unconscious

editing automatically peremptorily made

suppressing crude, fiery, ignominious tamed

loathsome offal rot earning F grade

securely unceremoniously waylaid

lurid outburst blandly diluted into staide

yawningly tedious figurative walled barricade,

when lo and behold atavistic beast erupts

fresh sortie attempts peppering enfilade

anew ideally unadulterated, unedited,

unexpurgated material ought be displayed

to allow, enable, and

provide raw emotional blackest shade

to resonate within mind

of unsuspecting reader,

who might take

objection with primitive grade

communication, and blatant

scathing writer somewhat afraid

to air unrefined sentiments

may cost popularity,

uncontested where cadre of

unseen followers thence evade

once popular rising sallying forth star,

whose emergent fame

(even if only limited edition

to cyberspace) will fade,

yet methinks loosing

stream of consciousness obeyed

fealty on one metrical foot

metaphorically uncorking

deep seated primal angst laid

bare like bleached bones

existential crisis oft times

gussied up to avoid tirade,

whereby woke parlayed

gut wrenching splenetic self degrade

ding soul bearing vile eruption

considerably quieted, stoppered, tamped...

courtesy linkedin, symbiotic maid.