Guilt

Why do I feel so much Guilt
For something I couldn't Control
Its been a few years now
But it just gets Worse
This Guilt is eating me Alive
Tearing apart my very Soul
I know in my Heart
There was nothing I could do
And yet I still blame myself
I still fool myself into Thinking
Maybe I could have Saved her
Maybe if I had tried a bit Harder
She would still be Alive
But She Paid for my Mistakes
With Her Life
And now all I Feel is
Guilt