Feel your pain.

Known for my mistakes.

lord I try I'm not even close to being great.

Work hard to to achieve and be acknowledged.

I wish I could see what they see how do they do it so well wonder how they saw it.

You snooze you lose that's how they see it. 
I'm pathetic I need help? Just be stronger I can't believe it. 
You fuck up, life is tough enough but your lack of strength has brought us struggle. 
They Used they're talent and created their world in this bubble.....

pop it, you are not going anywhere special your out skilled in everything talent how do you top it?

cut off all ties 

trust me I tell the truth of your failures I been there for what little wins you had I heard your laughs I heard your cries.

Forgive because they forgotten, forget you forgave drop all that you think helped because it left us rotten. 

grab who ever gets in your way by the throat then grab a knife.

cut em , stab em, look in their eyes see the shock you took their life. 
who would expect it the the loser doing the wrong thing so right.

look in their eyes make them think so hard they can sleep at night.

they don't care how you felt but you kept them going as you failed.

Why can't you be better why have I failed?!

I don't need these thoughts I don't need these people either.

my heart so twisted it physically hurting my thoughts as hurtful as outside world myself the great deceiver. 

Alone with my words alone in my world.

Lonesome, I look inward and ask myself give me strength it's so dark.