The ideal picture of dating

Intoxicate me with the smoke of the flame you sparked in a good name

Let them believe you soldiered on through the pain

Quick too change your mind and leave the blame

blow the balloon up, let it fly, you never even gave it a try?

Let me fall for words that gave me miles and song choices that change with smiles

Give me the grey unknown

Make it seem black and white in colour but developed only from manic to panic

Hey, why the ring on the first date?

Why give me a taste on the second just to leave me on the third.

A cold night in January

Convinced of recovery from the anniversary

As if my life granted was only taken

The long nights with a dark cloud that never stops raining

Stuck in the game of life where only dreams are amazing

Everyone carries there own ghosts

mine is heavier than most

not too mention the separation of the clouds in the sky that gave me aspiration

or the way I clung onto your every word with desperation

there's some time where I can set my mind on a goal

while you play the field 

revenge facilitates success from the frustration of him vs me

I guess we'll never see how I could have ridden you like a bike with no helmet, and make you weak on the crushed velvet

feeling the crash of aging. knowing the years were wasted.

copy and paste it, tell me how to stop procrastinating.