My resignation

Flash backs are the worst part to my withdrawals

I blocked this out for so long, it sneaks up on me like a familiar song

 

1,095 days passed in what seemed less than 3 hours

My body stayed in motion while my mind was tranced in this potion

At times I still struggle on determining what is real

 

Are these emotions real?

Is this a phase?

Now I’m distracted by his gaze

With time is everything revealed?

 

I speak a lot of missing the me that I once knew to be true, I never looked at the bigger issue

It’s okay to evolve, some problems are left unsolved

In order to rearrange, you have to be willing to change

 

Change

A hard pill to swallow

Evolution

A concept not many follow

Pain

Very easy to wallow

 

Flash backs are the worst part to my withdrawals

You were a good girl and loving you was nice

But now you are me, it’s time to focus on what will be