🥀🧿’DECEPTION’

If I Told You I Still Have All Of Our

Very First Texts,

Would You Think I’m Fucking Weird?

Would You Think I’m Obsessed?

It Was June Twenty-Third,

With All Your Sweet Little Words,

I Wasn’t Used To That Attention, Bitches Always Get Curved.

Reminiscing On That Day When I Felt So Rich And Blessed,

You Always Knew Just What To Say, I No Longer Felt Depressed.

I Was Scared I’ll Admit It, I’ve Always Been So Broken Hearted,

But You Showed Me How To Open Up And Not Be Fucking Guarded.

And I Loved Your Attention,

Your Touch And Affection,

Understood Each Other Well, We Had A Real Deep Connection.

You Had Me Learning And Showed Me Different Ways To Learn And Grow,

The First Time I Had Ever Met Another Indigo.

It Was So Hard To Believe That You Were Even Fucking Real,

But It Was Such A Damn Relief The Way You Made Me Fucking Feel.

Same Pain, Same Stories, We Had The Same Mentality,

Communicated..... Even Did It Telepathically.

Your Body Always Picked Up Whenever I Was Depressed,

I Was Always Pickin’ Up Whenever You Were Upset.

Till One Day You Acted Different, You Changed And Pulled A Switch,

You Kept Hiding Secrets From Me, Another Lame, Another BITCH!

And Now Everything All Of A Sudden Just Made Sense,

You Really Fucked It Up, Why Couldn’t You Just Confess?

You Lied And Had Me Going Through Another Depression,

It Broke My Heart To Know You Were Just Another Painful Lesson!

All Those Times You Broke Me Down And Really Fucked With My Head,

All The Lies I Caught You In, I Know Those I Wont Forget.

You Manipulated Me,

Never Appreciated Me,

I Know You Fucking Hate That You Underestimated Me.

All The Pain I Had Dealt With, Yea You Used It Against Me,

Left Me Alone And Broken Hearted How Could You Hurt And Forget Me?

I Know I Had A Drug Abuse,

I Lied And Told A Dumb Excuse,

But Who Hid All These Bitches From Me?
The Drug Was More Loyal Than YOU!

Funny Cause I Know You Thought Id Never Find Out,

Is That Why You Chose Now To Fucking Hide Out?

You Ghost And You Block Me?

You Think That Gon' Stop Me?

I'll Pray For You Baby 'Cause What You Gon' Do Without Me!? 

You’re So Full Of Darkness,

So Cold And Heartless,

And The Whole Time Im Thinking That You Were Dope And Harmless.

You Must Be Embarrased,

For Being So Careless,

It’s Possible That You Might Even Be In A Fucking Marriage!

I Trusted You With My Heart,

And Yet You Tore It Apart,

I Never Should’ve Opened That Message Right From The Start!

Well Played Babygirl, I Hope Your Proud Of What You’ve Done,

You Destroyed My Fucking Spirit And You Destroyed It For Fun.

I’m So Sick Of Rejection,

The Lies And Deception,

I’m Stupid For Thinking We Had A Real Deep Connection.

It’s Just Easier To Smile Now And Act Like Shit Is Fine,

Than Admitting My Heart’s Swollen From Losing Something That Wasn’t Mine.