This Is Not What I Wanted

What I wanted,

was for Christ's gospel,

to be spread throughout the world.

What I wanted,

was for Jesus' name,

to reach every man, woman, boy, and girl.

What I wanted,

was a Christian path,

to be paved.

What I wanted,

was for every sex trafficing organization,

to be busted,

and every unborn baby,

to be saved.

I did not want to be seen,

as just some guy,

with a voice,

who said nice things,

to other people,

and just made alot of noise.

I did not want people,

to recieve the wrong message,

with what I said.

I would rather never be heard,

than to have people misled.

I did not spread the gospel,

for others to take it,

and smear the Lord's name.

sigh -

Although, I may be wrong;

as time will always change,

it seems as though,

most people stay the same.

sigh -

... but such is life.

Therefore,

I will strive harder,

to spread Christ's gospel,

throughout the world.

I will strive harder,

to reach as much people,

as I can.

I will strive harder,

to pave a way,

for other true Christian ministries.

I will speak more,

against abortion, and slavery,

among other dark forces,

of this world.

Yes, there will always be those,

who will reject the gospel.

Nevertheless,

in the world that we live in,

many people,

are always looking for hope.

Christ Jesus is that hope.