Humble Pain

Tears recall the pain so well

Eyes sag red as they swell

Heart pounds sadly

Looking into the mirror

As it looks at me,

Disconnected by family

When I fade 

I'll have no family tree

Wondering trying to find my peace

It's in those arms I'm happily,

I have trusted so many

That have in return stabbed me

Loved so hard 

Now only one shall have me

Would have died 

For others to grow freely,

I carry the pain like a baby

So others can learn from me

These wounds may never heal fully

But her love has been my aid

So I won't die

From what they prayed the pain

Would do to me.