V-day

Flowers and candy 

I hope these gifts come in handy.

Cause shit you a baddy.

so I'll watch and be hypnotized by your smile and looks.

cause you know what's really on my mind. You use your body as bait and I'm caught on the hook. 

I should try harder I suppose, but that shit gets old.

so imma cut ties and bark at every tree that I walk by and piss on it cause fuck all of you.....

Nothing feels better then making a fool of me I guess so it's okay this part of the act I'll play until something better comes along now look at us...both stupid. 

moving on I'm so shallow I don't remember the names of dames they come and go all with their own lies They come a go not hearing a word I say I'm not even surprised.

I'm shallow I'm lonely. I have sarrows too but let me hear yours why don't you show me.

i listen so well I speak my mind when I speak it as if you don't know me.

but I'm shallow ? 

You don't wanna love you want to be loved who am I to judge so I don't. However I will hold a grudge.

cause No matter what I learn I'm empty handed. 
 
Even if I took what was mine. Which number am I ?