Closed curtain

I lay here troubled another day passes we all have our own bubbles.

Until one day tragedy makes an appearance we closed our curtains but they might not see your fear but they hear it.

Life comes in doses sometimes all at once what will you do to oppose it.

people have all types of trouble of this we all know and are certain.

But here we stay focused on our own pains we hear scream and close our curtains.

Attention please give me attention acknowledge my existence maybe if I cry louder and if  I'm persistent.

Instead of showing the world what I am made of. Imake a status of what I might be able to do in short I need your support. I can't do it without attention of course. 

maybe if you like my profile you'll love me person but I don't want to meet you.

instead I'll stay home and beat my meat thinking what we could do.

The world turned on me that's why I turn on a screen And I'll just day dream of back when I was a teen.

Because I wake up disappointed I guess that's my life now.

i don't even want kids and a wife now, fuck it no understands me I need to end my life now!

Do people even think of me? What do they think?  they must look at me and see what a failure could be.

Im sick of them cryin, I'm sick of false feeling I'm going to close my curtain and forget to exist.