Don't Tell Me To Get Over It!

Don't tell me to say goodbye,

Don't think I haven't tried.

Don't tell me to give It some more time,

Don't tell me you understand or ill be fine.

Don't tell me to try to do something new.

Or take on a hobby to distract me from this news.

I've tried all of it, and I still can't let go.

See you were my heart and soul, and now you're gone.

I tried to read, hoping it would distract me.

The pages are too hard to bare, knowing your gone.

I've tried to take a walk to ease my mind.

But the wind kept whispering your name, as I watch the snow fall from the sky.

I tried to make new friends, but I couldn't

No one was you.

I tried to pack up and clean out the closet were your clothes hanged on your side, but it was too hard to let go of your things.

Every inch had you’re sent of you.

I tried to convince myself if I let go it would get easier, but it never did.

I was finding a reason why I needed all your things.

I tried to put pillows where you use to lay.

To distract me while you were away.

But none of them felt the same. They didn't fill the emptiness on your side of the bed.

I try not to think of you as much as I did. It’s hard when we had So much that was not said.

I try to talk to you, write you letters hoping you would read it and give me a sign.

Today I sat down and wrote you this poem.

See, it's not easy to say goodbye, to someone, you love so much.

I sat and had a good cry maybe two. Thinking of all are memories we shared.

See, it's hard to let go and just move on.

I won't just get over it, because you promised me forever.

I won't try to hide it or act like I'm okay.

I didn't expect you to leave so soon,

Or be ready to give the sad news.

 I still count the days the pass

And the years as well. I listen to the sounds in this house hoping it was you here to say Hi. Even though we aren't together in life.

I carry you with me in my soul day and night, so if you must know.

I never got over it, and I don't think I ever can. I count the days when we meet again where you will greet me and tell me see I promised

forever, I never broke my promise. Now we are here together to never be apart again.