What the Hell am I supposed to do?

It's funny how I am sitting here pondering a broken heart,

It's kind of ironic in the way nothing was what it seemed from the start,

And it's strange to think I'd still do anything for you,

But at the end of everyday I ask What the hell am I supposed to do, 

And even at this point I'd give anything to see you smile, 

Because if I'm being honest it makes everything worthwhile, 

I know at the end of everyday no matter how much it hurt,

I'd still do anything to make it work, 

If I could turn back the clocks and see it a different way,

I'd probably still do everything exact to this day, 

If i could choose the ending of the story I began to write, 

I'd realize this wasn't much of a fair fight, 

Yet the sound of your laugh is like the moment of peace, 

Even if at the end I felt like nothing more than an set piece,

I'd still give you anything you want in this lifetime,

And even if I am not a knight in shining armour at least I could shine, 

For the first time in awhile these feelings came back. 

It was like I was on cloud 9 and life was on the right track, 

And even if I'm not the one who holds your heart, 

I still won't be the one to tear it all apart,

Because even if mine was a mirror than was so effortlessly shattered,

You weren't the first that made it this battered,

I'd like to think that it never really was you, 

But yet I can't help but think what was I ever going to do,

Life has never been fair no matter when I look back on, 

Cause every time I end up somewhere or with something wrong, 

And I can see his face as if he stood here before me. 

Telling me Babygirl you should have known it wasn't you you should've seen,

And man he would be right because no matter how much I dreamed,

The way it was washed away seemed like it just a pebble in my life's stream, 

And as much as I would like to be mad, 

And even if I wanted to make you feel bad, 

That is something I couldn't do to you,

Which leaves me with the question What the hell am I supposed to do?

Cresposaccent.