Lively Side - Past Was Zero

I know, that I didn’t want to live
and I was intending to leave
and never come back home
because I felt completely alone.

There was too much sadness
and it was all...madness;
Insanity. Insanity, Insanity, Insanity!
No more...I had lost all forms of SANITY!

What other reason was there?
I was willing to go because I dare;
I dare to get up to the rooftop and jump
because it was unbearable...and I couldn’t see The Sun.

I did jump...and became ashes later;
In memories...asunder;
Not worth remembering at all
especially because of THE FALL.

Deep into darkness I went
because I couldn’t comprehend
The Actual Truth of Love, Laughter, and Light,
of what would make me Strong, Wise, and Bright.

Now, I let that go
so I would have a better tomorrow;
I will remember...a better form of memory;
something worthy to see...even in fantasy.

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Bright Blessings,
Joker Green