Lively Side - Past Was Zero

Nafis Light

I know, that I didn’t want to live
and I was intending to leave
and never come back home
because I felt completely alone.

 

There was too much sadness
and it was all...madness;
Insanity. Insanity, Insanity, Insanity!
No more...I had lost all forms of SANITY!

 

What other reason was there?
I was willing to go because I dare;
I dare to get up to the rooftop and jump
because it was unbearable...and I couldn’t see The Sun.

 

I did jump...and became ashes later;
In memories...asunder;
Not worth remembering at all
especially because of THE FALL.

 

Deep into darkness I went
because I couldn’t comprehend
The Actual Truth of Love, Laughter, and Light,
of what would make me Strong, Wise, and Bright.

 

Now, I let that go
so I would have a better tomorrow;
I will remember...a better form of memory;
something worthy to see...even in fantasy.

 

-
Bright Blessings,
Joker Green

  • Author: Nafis Light (Offline Offline)
  • Published: May 27th, 2020 09:18
  • Comment from author about the poem: It was a thought I had today, to dig deep about the series of poems I made about suicide (which I had thrown away years ago)...to remember and maybe reconstruct them. Not sure why, but maybe to change something about it...which will help change something within me. I never attempted suicide, and those poems on suicide that I did before...were emotional expression, too negative at that time.
  • Category: Reflection
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  • ANGELA & BRIAN

    Good Evening JOKER - Brian Here ! Thanks for a challenging POEM poem on a very challenging nSubject - SUICIDE ! The contemplation of SUICIDE can be cathartic and an atempted (but unbsuccssful u b



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