Vivid Daydreamer

I’m a vivid dreamer,

sometimes I dream so hard that the ink of my dreams pours into my mind,

I’m a day dreamer,

repetitive moments like car engines or brushing my teeth can rock me back into my sleep,

I’m a heavy breather,

the contractions of my lungs breathing in and out, in and out is enough to calm my head and feel the void,

The cracks of my misery are sealed with a good day, then I take a quick pause and my pores bleed out the noise,

*quick breath in*

I’m under 50ft of water and yet I am at peace, I’m waking backwards through my memories, seeing my past mistakes but never my future blessings.

*quick breath out*

Camera flashes and my mask is on.

I’m missing something...