Purple

A Boy With Roses

Raindrops fell like angels

Shining like pebbles

Raindrops fell like my tears

Lavender through the years

Raindrops fell from Heaven

Shining like seagull feathers

Shining like pebbles

 

Walking in the rain at 5 a.m.

Numb, in a clear direction

Paranoid, it's happening again

Thought I had erased it from my brain

Going down the same blackberry lane

Swans are sleeping on the lake

In the park

Valve shut in the heart

I've got the worst month in my throat                                                                       

With each mouth-sized bite of the day                                                                             

I'm scared still thinking I'll choke                                                                                                 

Driving on the trunk road                                                                                       

Fears ossified like bone                                                                                           

With my hands tied behind my back                                                                                                 

On the orange wetland

 

Wetter than I've ever been                                                                                                             

Wetter than the salty rain                                                                                                           

Wetter than 5 a.m.                                                                                                             

Wetter than the Ocean                                                                             

Wetter than a greyhound                                                                                                             

A million miles from reality                                                                                                   

I can't contain the feeling                                                                                                                                                                                

Sober like the morning                                                                           

This is the first time I've been giddy                                                                                       

In a long time                                                      

Eating eggs for breakfast.

  • Author: Jordan Cash (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: August 14th, 2020 01:56
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  • jarcher54

    You express paranoia and anxiety and hopelessness so vividly I almost think I need to call social services. It's 106 degrees Farentheit (like 41 C) in Texas and little rain for weeks and weeks. Raindrops falling like angels is a transcendent description for which I thank you. Fortunately you express giddiness after all that high anxiety, so my call to the hot line can wait.

    • A Boy With Roses

      ha ha, you can take that line about being giddy with a pinch of salt, seen as how those giddy moments are few and far between. Especially tonight since someone, some cunt, deliberately set fire to my house and I literally nearly died because I was trapped inside and couldn't get out. Had to call the fire brigade and thankfully they arrived just in time to get me out but then I had to go and get checked by medical services because I had inhaled some of the plumes of black smoke. It's currently 6 am and I'm now in a relatives house. Was going to write a poem about the ordeal but so much bad shit has been happening to me, I honestly feel cursed and don't have the time to stop and reflect and write about everything. May as well keep moving forward LOL. Appreciate the comment and hopefully you'll see some rain soon. I live in Scotland and it rains here a lot, more than I see the sun.

      • jarcher54

        Please keep it together. That's a lame response I know but I am really speechless. I hope you recover completely and didn't lose too much. Keep your poems in the cloud so at least they don't get burned up or washed away in the next Storm Freya. Freya sounds like some conquering female Viking raider. Best to you always.



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