She Is Safe From Me

I bow my head and thank God that it came to an end

I bow my head and thank God that she’s no longer my friend

I bow my head and ask God to the injuries I caused, mend

But I also ask God to never make her want to with me amend

I don’t ask God to from the pain this is causing me defend

Holding onto this pain for as long as I can is what I intend

I bow my head and ask God to make the emotions rage so that I fall further that justice may be done

I bow my head and ask God to break my legs if that’s what it takes to stop me to from the pain, run

I bow my head and ask God to never again let me see the light of the sun

I bow my head and ask God to make it impossible for me to ever feel like against this depression I’ve won

Because I deserve to happiness forever shun

Because I deserve to forever feel that first, initial mind and heart-stopping, turn blood cold stun

She says hi as we pass, God make it end, I plea! 

I bow my head and ask God to make her flee!

If it doesn’t hurt her and would make her do so, all of my darkness make her see

I bow my head and ask God to destroy any resemblance of what used to be

I bow my head and beg God to make her know the darkness from which she became free

I bow my head and thank God that it came to an end because now, she is safe from me