A hopeless loner

I held the roses,

The red roses

I held them tight

And waited behind the tree

Like a hopeless loner

I trembled once, 

Or maybe more

I teared 

For the moments

Which will pass me by

For my life, my love.

I pictured you coming

From the other side of the universe

From a place I have never been to

A place of hope, of flowers.

In my fantasy you are wild

You touch with no permissions

You kiss on rooftops, on balconies, on the streets of romance

You undress me with your words

I hide from you

I hide from life

I keep a distance 

From you and from life

I hate uncovering my soul

To strangers like you

Who steal my feelings

My heart 

And leave 

Without even

Saying goodbye.