diamond mind

i’m spinning in the compass

because i couldn’t stay in one place

to reflect

to protect my energy

seems like the hardest thing to do

at each party i attend and each i pretend

diamonds in my brain

because when they read me i want their eyes to shine

and hope that when i look in their eyes

it hits back at me

am i free?

so temporary

want me to?

okay, i’ll do it

leave me some for when i get back

i’ll give you a shard of the discoball

dirty exchange drains my economy

bleed on the brain

if i ask you to follow me

a bank has been robbed when i wake

men in masks just left hours ago

i must’ve missed them in the dark

but he was there with the door ajar

mindless age

housesick no home yet

is it just a lingering feeling

or will it attach to my skin?