Dear my love

You’re there with me in the day,

And stay through my thoughts the whole night.

My heart longs to be next to you.

To hear your breath. To feel your hand.

To lose myself in your beautiful eyes forever.

There’s nothing I love more than you,

Not a thought I conjure that isn’t you

Not a second I don’t wish to be with you.

But that’s the problem loving you I can’t.

I’m terrified to lose what we have

Yet I can’t help but want more.

I’m always the selfish one to the world

But with you I can’t be.

I need you to be happy,

And with me you never truly can be.

Yet I still pray that one day,

You’ll chose me