I did not

Nothing ever made sense to me

Why would they do that

Why would they say that

I never felt like they felt

I never spoke as they spoke

It felt unfitting, unwanted

There was always a wall between us

Nothing I tried to built

Just something which appeared

Scars always seemed to tell a story

A story I was interested in

Until I carried them on my own

Suddenly they felt heavy

Heavier then they looked on others

I thought they would make you strong

They do

But they are also a burden

And always will be

Nothing will ever let them disappear

You can just learn to live with them

That´s just part of life, I guess

Still, I wonder why me