Coming Back – Joy and Happiness

In relation to the short film I just watched;
I realized something new
which is that the deeper core of being a Joker for me
is actually in being A Clown...to actually be.

It seems too unreal with all the costume
but The Joker is a person
but his outfit and laughter made others see him as a Clown
regardless of his beliefs which are untuned.

For me, I see many virtues
but what it takes for me to be it...Meaningful
is not an object...but a Virtue of both Love and Light
and I did feel empty when I temporarily pushed it away
but it was just to test something
and I didn’t know what it was until I reached that state
of being astray
of being lost
of losing sight
of not being right.

I will and I could and I would
add more...Discipline
which is something I am focusing on This Year
where whatever I go through for it...without Fear.

- J.G.