My cheap imitation of i

I don't wanna say I'm sorry

I don't wanna apologise

Cos I know you'll abbreviate 

When you recite my crimes

I don't wanna feel forgiveness 

I don't wanna mythologise

Cos I know you'll insinuate

You were right the whole time

And I see what I see uncertain

And I know what I know unsure

Hell I dabble in narcissism 

I wonder where that comes from

I kinda see which direction

Which direction I come from

But you can't see where I'm going

And for you that's a problem

Yes the 2 years we didn't talk

Were the best years of my life

Coz I didn't have to try 

To fit inside

Your memory of my lifetime

No I didn't have to try to be

My cheap imitation of i.