Signs - One

Of one thing...I Hope to be free
from negative thoughts bombarding me
setting me on fires of self-doubts
blinding me from being able to clearly see.

If only...if only I could stop it altogether,
I could have inner peace
and I could live better
in the sense of mental and emotional stability.

I see a sign at least...today
when an act of helping that I did,
Something that could be seen as a bad thing
because I am...giving.

I remembered others worrying about me
in the sense of being taken advantage of;
I internally reacted by shouting
I AM A JOKER
I AM NOT A FOOL;
I AM A CLOWN
I AM NOT A TOOL;
I GIVE LOVE AND LIGHT
NOT DIRT SO BAD FOR THE EYESIGHT.

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Bright Blessings and Love,
Joker Green