February 14

Flowers and sweet treats cause you give me tummy butter flys when we meet. 

Cute notes and love quotes, and I dream of a future a man can hope. 

So I step without regret nerves going wild.

But it's whatever when we're together cause life is a little adventure.

So I clear my throat as you smile wide I expose my feeling while you looking at some other guy.

lucky you didn't hear a word at least that's what I think.

my heart hit an iceberg like the titianic I step back and watch it sink.

So cold this water that My metaphorical body floats but I'm chillin. 

I look to feel voids with thrill I'm getting older with less time to kill. 

thinking what will this life bring

Numb so numb but when I see you happy be happy being someone's everything, It's not so bad being everybody's nothing. 

A mix of pain and joy at least I feel.