Severely withdrawn as a doggone lad...

I wanted someone to hear me shout for help

as recently recalled

when yours truly a little barking whelp.

After conversing with Amélie Beth

(yesterday February 26th, 2021)

yes, the same sibling diagnosed

with nodule on her right lung

chatted with said family member.

Her brother (yours truly), could not sleep

last night/early this morning

what would ewe expect

this rambunctious poet do... count sheep?

Okay... wool ye go ahead and lambaste me!?

Ordinarily counting backwards from one hundred

helps trigger rem memorable cycles

(never if ever rarely reaching zero -

cipher, nought, the big goose egg...)

usually does the magic, (albeit cheap trick)

constituting one garden variety supertramp,

who within blink of eyelash nods off to dreamland

succumbing and submerging into subconscious.

More so the latter half

(regarding unsainted) days

of mein kampf

lived more satisfactorily

meaning emotions shared

between yours truly

and family members.

Suddenly important for me
(at approximately 743.999 months
athwart planet Earth)

to finagle acknowledgement

constituting care and concern

regarding welfare of loved ones.

Rather, a necessity to unleash

pent up sentiments activating

"Damn the torpedoes,

full speed ahead!"

An injustice to myself

and deprivation to recipient, i.e. Amélie

(who accidentally, inadvertently,

and unwittingly triggered feelings

of grievousness, ire, joy... )

to act adamant and withhold

for whom the bell tolled

valuable unpleasant turmoil

or heavenly bliss within

mine psychological state

most therapists and/

or self actualized individual

would concur if polled

wisest, loveliest and healthiest

personal choice to share

lest internalized heart wrenching dilemma

compromise palpable mutual

(of Omaha) kith thing catharsis

freeing restrained pent up angst

kinship therapeutic as “Wild Kingdom,”

whereby respective psyche

constituting uber brotherly spirit

doth lyft among soundcloud

shutterflying amidst

imagined lilies of field

engendering region knolled

king dome united, extolled

and linkedin courtesy nirvana.