Life...Seems Like It Is Limited – 4

Issues...so much
but it may not be the number
but ‘The Intensity’ of it
that makes us to fall asunder.

Like a build up of a few ones
on the 7th and 8th of May
and so I prayed to God
because I don’t know what’s coming my way
and it seemed like ‘no Love’ from those involved
in those issues
and unsure if I will be okay in the upcoming days
and after the prayer...just go with The Day.
No need to think
No need to plan
No need to wink
No need to be a man
Just go
Just flow.

At the bus stop on my way back,
A thought came to me
that it is unhealthy to be in this negative state
and I can’t change how others want to be
but I can change how I want to be and feel
and since I want things to be simple;
Just focus on one thing;
“What Do I Love To Do Right Now?”,
and Just Do It...and I see that I have one wing
and another
and I feel better
and I feel lighter
and everything seems brighter.

People would say
about not focusing on the problem
because the problem will get bigger
and Life and Ourselves...would seem smaller.

Please help to pray and bless
that all will be okay for me;
That doors will be open
because I can’t see where else to be.

Stuck
Fear
Duck
Unclear
Caged
Rotten
Enraged
Forgotten.

Let’s just say that I realized
that I am where I am out of suggestion
but after long...I came to the realization
that it’s not a comfortable nor happy place for me.

None of us could force change onto someone
especially when that person has accepted himself or herself
for who he or she is;
Regardless of the ‘hurt’ that he or she had done...or would have done.

I need to remind myself
not to focus on the issues
but focus on LOVE or What Would Make Me Happy At The Moment
and My Heart Would Go Big...and Everything Would Eventually Be Forgiven.

- Joker Wood