I have no idea what was going on
after my father passed away
on May 22nd, 2021...last Saturday
because I did not feel any emotion
when I looked at his body
but I do feel like I miss him
and I feel a change deep within me
right after his passing,
It was something that I couldn’t see
but only feel
and slowly growing and sprouting
and I realized today that
from ‘Circus’...into ‘Cyber’.
Circus involves people and audience
and that is part of the whole ‘radiance’
but ‘Cyber’ stuff involves codes;
Not people...but Zeros and Ones.
I do not think because I could not comprehend;
I let the change within to take over me completely
and perhaps his passing was a trigger for me
to delve into a new world...'Codes'.
- Joker Wood
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Author:
Nafis Light (
Offline) - Published: May 27th, 2021 05:50
- Category: Reflection
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I don't think we can have 'Circus' all the time. We have other emotions too, I believe.
'Circus' is not about 'emotions' to me.
It was like a pull or an interest...which, due to 'that incident'...now changed into 'Cyber Stuff'.
firstly, I'm sorry for your loss
and please know: there's no textbook guideline, of a timeline
to fully grasp your own response, to such a traumatic occurrence
give yourself time, to comprehend - process and decipher
your assumptions may be right, or merely reactionary
truth is, we adjust and filter our experiences differently
as it should be..
thanks for sharing
Thanks.
Life is a coded Matrix...
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