AmyCassidyKurohoshie

Senseless

My past does not define me anymore

 

Should I be scared of going the wrong way?

Or should I keep marching on?

 

Music too loud, lights to bright

I feel like turning to the night

 

All I ever learnt

Is that safety and happiness

Demands a sacrifice

Or was that a lie?

 

The Past

The Presence

The Future

 

Does it even have a meaning

In the life I try to reach?

 

Have all those thoughts

All those emotions

Truly ever been mine?

 

It all feels way too far

I feel way too young

 

What is my purpose?
Do I even have one?

 

If I keep evolving

Who will I turn into?
How can I fly

With those broken wings?

 

I ask way too many questions

I am aware

But it helps me think

It puts me at ease

 

Knowing at least one thing stayed the same

My desire to know and understand

 

What if this is all I am?

An endless questioning soul trapped in this world

To make their own answers?

 

Maybe if this stays the same

Then I know I will be safe

Comments4

  • Neil Higgins

    Lovely words Amy.
    Keep marching on

  • Goldfinch60

    We all need to ask questions in our lives and one day they will be answered in the correct way and life will be so much better.

    Andy

  • ShnMchlStoops76

    Wonderful poem. You cannot learn how to live your life without questions, questions, and more questions. Without questions how do you know if your happy?

  • Teddy.15

    The questions are answered because you are living them. Senseless? Definately not
    This poem is beautiful. You are young and wise already but be patient there's a lot more to come.



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