Scream

Oh so much I still wanted to say

So much I wanted to show you

In the hope, you would understand

But I got so sick

Of talking against the wall

Which never listened to me anyway

I won´t swallow it down

I will raise my voice

I will move my body

I will cry for a while

Because I refuse to turn my heart into stone

Like they chose to do long ago

Music loud

Plate full

It´s my life

It´s my choice

Their absence won´t make it worse

Just a bit different

If not even better in the end

So don´t cry for me

Not that you ever did it anyway

I faced you months ago

But you never dared to do it

It´s over now

Soon so much will be over

My future will be mine

Mine alone

You will see my eyes sparkle

Because I finally follow my heart

I won´t hide my emotions anymore

Say goodbye

You won´t see me again

In the end

You never truly saw me