The Melody Of The Gramophone

The despair made me moan,
While listening the gramophone.
The beats of the lyrics,
Like the music and my heart mixed.
The depressed song felt nice,
And the happy song was filled with lies.
The flute and the keyboard's sounds echoed, 
Something to feel like its decode.
The disguised lies in the melody,
Stabbed me in the heart and body.
Strong and brave me, fought the mereness,
Glad to hear the people who treated with fairness.
Clear but depressed, happy but blurred,
The dictated life was way worse than slurred.
Stained smile was fainted away,
Hard promise was now a painful say.
Just like they ended with a fake bliss,
I went to the death with a smile and a kiss.