Ocean of My Tears

I was on my bed,
Under this huge shed,
A shed of all my secrets,
Nothing but a slight dread.
I felt so helpless,
It made me drown being cluless,
In the ocean of my tears,
Under my bed were my nightmares and fears.
Some one; 
Someone let them out for fun,
Now why won't they return?
They knew that I was scared and they won.
I want to drown, and drown and die,
Better than living in this whole lie,
Better than dream and cry,
To drown in my tears until they dry.
All those nights,
Me and my tears and our fights,
They came with all of the flow,
And finally wiped by the pillow.
Its over and decided,
For all the evils to raise from the dead,
To make me tear apart,
Obey the Satan and tear my heart...