If I Could Get There

Sometimes, I wonder, what you think about me

Sometimes, I think that I'm too overbearing

Sometimes, I think about running away

Sometimes, I think that I think too much

Most times, I don't take enough care of myself

Most times, I'll find myself numb and in doubt

This phenomenon isn't new, it's been here my whole life

I don't remember how I got this way, but I know it's not alright

Because I don't know how to get there

Can you help me get there?

I know, I'm such a burden

But my wilted heart is weeping

Sometimes I wonder why you still come around

I've always felt like no one's wanted me around

Too many times

Because I don't know how to get there

Will you help me get there?

I know, I'm such a burden

But my heart's no longer burning

For adventure, for a challenge

For a reason to exist at all

I wonder, if it stopped beating entirely,

Would I even feel any different?

Sometimes, I wonder, what you think about me

But I'm too afraid to ask you about your true feelings

Because if you think, what I think

If our thoughts are the same,

What a shame it will be.

What a shame indeed.

Never mind me.