Celestial Amy

Are You Happy Now?

My purpose ripped apart

Nothing for me to hold onto anymore

All my hopes and dreams

Crushed below your feet

 

Oh how I truly believed

That I came so far for a reason

Oh how I hoped

It would have been everything but just spite

 

Nothing ever made sense

I tried to find it

For a moment I was happy

With the things, I taught myself

 

But the hero always dies

Only tears and screams

 

In the end

I understood I was alone

All the time

They were all but faint outlines

Of something I never had

 

That makes only two

Out of what I thought were thirteen once

 

It makes me question

Everything I ever believed in

 

Maybe I was wrong

 

Simply asked too much

Impossible to do

Stupid to hope for

 

I want to expire

My bones hurt

My heart aches

Like I lived a thousand lives already

 

Even if it has been just a lie

I certainly feel like it



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