Today is my birthday

Today is my birthday 
And i roll another gram  
Today is my birthday 
And i couldn't give a damm
Today is my birthday 
And i think of you 
Today is my brithday
And i'm still blue
Today is my birthday 
And you are not here 
Today is my birthday
And those are the words you don't want to hear
Today is my birthday 
For the twenty third time 
Today is my birthday
And i write another rhyme
Today is my birthday 
And i feel empty
Today is my birthday
And i miss your company 
Today is my birthday 
And i don't like it 
Today is my birthday
And if could i would fight it 
Today is my birthday
And it feels like any other
Today is my birthday
And somehow there's no color
Today is my birthday 
And it doesn't seem fair 
Today is my birthday 
And even though i say i don't - i care