Drowned above Water

At the end of the day
I am the only one for me
Accepting that fact
Oh, how hard could it be

No one knows
How anyone feels
But in a family
Isn’t that the only deal

Every day that unsettling feeling
of not being enough
Is it just me
Or does everyone have it tough

The feeling of being
At peace with yourself
Why is it lacking
Despite having everything else

I have watched a lot of happy things
With a heavy heart
But when someone asks
I don’t even know where to start