Narcissist... {I Never Knew...}

I was right, you was wrong...

I was weak, you was strong...

I was down, you kept me there... 

None of my feelings did you spare...

You made sure I stayed right there...

You was on the up because my weakness put you there...

Gloating on from putting me down, that's not a man that's a bully right there...

I was give, you was take...

You're a narc, Never your mistake...

You'll never learn you'll just take...

You'll gas light me at every turn, say big words I could never learn...

You already believe you're above it all, A mister know it all...  

you love looking & watching others fall, & pretending you knew fuck all...

It wasn't you at all...

You blame & shame, I'm screaming in vain...

How dare I mention your name, when there's only me to blame...

You took my love & made it ugly,  You took my compassion & made it your ruse...

You took my strength & made yourself a puppeteer...

You filled my life full of doubt, so fearful I couldn't figure it out...

You made me wish I wasn't here... 

You made me wish I couldn't hear...

But I heard everything from you my dear....

You're a Narcist I see that now very clear, No more turning the tables back on me dear...

You're gas lighting days with me finish right here... 

There's nothing nice in anything you do, you do everything that satisfies & pleases only you...

You wear people down, make them weak...

You're attention to be seemed, To be grateful to have you at all...

If not then silence will kill me flat, If I don't put you at number one you Wont be speak to me at all... You're depraved lies, putting me down, turning everything back on me that's you're crown...

Narc you made me frown, while you stood happily tearing me down...

I truly hope that you reap what you sow, because no one deserves to be treated the only way you know how, There's no love really at all...

YOURE A NARC WHO ONLY KNOWS WHAT YOU KNOW... NEVER-ENDING PAIN...

YOU DROVE ME INSANE...

BUT ITS EMOTIONAL ABUSE TRUST ME I NOW KNOW....