Knocking.....

You will never understand the pains of addiction the way it controls you the way it takes over your mind or is always knocking at the back of your mind wrapping it's way around your every thought trying to get in the closer and closer it gets to telling you anything just to find its way back so it has a hold of you again to the point where you're literally fighting yourself and it makes you crazy to the point where you want to scream and say ok you win but knowing that choice will take you all the way to the beginning and you end up in a circle around and around with no way out caught by your own mind pulling and ripping your life apart til it's all you have left because everyone has left you and given up on you but the drug is there laughing at you knowing it will always be there knocking knocking knocking....