Hey ... can someone help me?

Everywhere where I went, I was running out on the street
I walk like a crazy around searching for unknown, for nameless
Without realizing the unknown is hidden deep in me
And the life surprise me every time
Pushing the golden button
I can say ‘’you rise me up” but the life
He turns his face away from me
Abandoning myself to the joy of living
Even if I start to forget the reasons