Monkey brain 🐵🧠

time to kill the inner self critic 
this fucker is so mean
he makes me feel so self conscious
sometimes i forget i am a human -- not a machine.

my mind hates me so much
it always catches me off guard.
sometimes i wonder what's wrong with me
feels like it wants me to fail so hard.

whos in control of my mind?
because it is def not me..
keep hearing those voices of doubt
and it seems like we cannot agree..

my inner tormentor naggin all the time
he brings me down, and tricks me into thinking
am i worthless...cannot wrap my head around 
...... is there an escape from sinking?

who are you, where do u come from
are you the voice of my ideals?
you've been staying for way too long
my world is tumbling down head over heels.

 i slowly realize must be the monkey brain, 
speaking with a social voice
i keep reminding myself again and again
it has no meaning, it is just noise.