Celestial Amy

Let Me Go

It's been always by this

Our bodies, on the same earth

Yet our thoughts so far

 

You want me to scream

When I feel calm

You want me to laugh

When I feel devastated

 

I can't love

Without an explanation

I am longing

To feel peaceful for once

 

So I lay awake

During the dawn

Wondering where I went wrong

Wondering how my life would be

If someone cared for me

As I did for them

 

Oh my feelings

Just what do they mean to you?

I fear so little

But you never asking I've been

Is one of them

 

Sometimes I question my body

How many tears can you just produce?

For how long...?

My eyes hurt

Swollen, red, tired

 

All my hope is gone

My fears became my wings

 

I never wanted this

Please forgive me



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