Beautiful boy

Hey there, 

if you’re out there, 

you know who you are;

you told me never to 

talk to you again.

well, 

I won’t ever give up hope 

and I if you ever 

change your mind, 

I’ll be here. 

I’m not who I was,

and you’re not the 

same as you were,

but I loved you once 

and after all this time, 

I still do. 

and that may never change. 

I know you probably 

still hate me; but maybe 

one day you’ll read this, 

and you won’t hate me 

anymore, and we can 

talk again. 

I’m sorry. I couldn’t burn them 

like you asked me to. 

I was not strong enough,

I was never strong enough,

nor good enough, 

for someone so beautiful as 

you. You deserved better. 

I’m so, so, so sorry.