Unspoken feelings

Until I can find a way that won't hurt you but tell you how I truly feel                    This is how I will deal

I have loved you from day one
God had put how my path and told me my searching was done
We went through the first phase as a new couple and we couldn't keep our hands off one another
There are other times we couldn't be next to each other
Whenever I saw you heart went out of synch and couldn't get back on beat
Like a little trying to run tripping over his own feet
When we argued it was nearly always over a miscommunication
We would cry then talk to clarification
When I hurt you I couldn't always see that I stabbed your heart
The moment i did it felt like someone pulled mine out and ripped it apart
I would cry say I'm sorry and beg for forgiveness too
You are my Sally my Soul and I am nothing without you

Until I can find a way that won't hurt you but tell you how I truly feel
This is how I will deal

I look at you from up close and afar
Beause you shine brighter than any star
With a beauty that gives a mesmerizing and warm light
That travels farther than our furthest satellite
When I would relax and feel we are moving at a comfortable pace
I would slip up making mistakes and end up spitting in your face
This time I had spoken to you poorly in an intimate fashion
Not thinking I could possibly killed that passion
Until I can find a way that won't hurt you but tell you how I truly feel
This is how I will deal
Feeling in my heart and soul that I have damaged my Soul
I have run myself through with a pole
We are supposed to create our home our own nation
With what I said I know you might go and leave me at the station

Until I can find a way that won't hurt you but tell you how I truly feel
This is how I will deal

You are the sun at the center of my universe
And I dont want you to look at me as this guy is another curse
Looking up at the sky your the one that sits above the stars always trying to raise the bar
Admiring you from here not noticing if you thinking I have fallen too far
Even though I feel this mixture of emotions
The trials of life will eternally sway them like the vast oceans
Dont think this as a eulogy
This is not to kill what is between you and me
The Crest to trof for you to see
My feelings used to be a hurricane now the small waves gently flowing over your feet
The years I have spent with you have been nothing but a treat
We have seen 5 years of tears and joy together
I want to spend another 5 years plus forever
Let's see our dreams blend and become one big future endeavor