Colorful creation

How do I fall short of perfection

And expect God to still hear me

I just called on your name

And you just answered me

I turn round and vomit the same sins

I tried to resist but I simply could not

It’s strange for me at least because when I mess up I’m used to punishment

But you are always willing to receive me in the element that I am in

Sit with me and give understanding that surpasses all I’ve ever had

I am grateful I have you and your eternal unconditional love

But I’m embarrassed

My constant crashing

As the seas to the shores

I keep coming back over the same guilt

That gray area between black and white is perilous

I fall short no matter how hard I try

But you pick me up no matter what

I hide and hesitate in shame

But you know me better than I myself

So you always place forgiveness in my mist

Super gratitude 🙏

Your welcoming ways

Encourages me to keep seeking good

And take all the strength I have to consciously do what is right

I’m just so humbled that your eyes are so accepting to the grey areas of my life

And that you take into consideration

Me as a whole

Not only the generous amount of bad choices I’ve made

But you see my hearts desire to be color in a black and white world with grey areas