Selfish

Ajax (he/xe)

It's sometimes funny to me

How no one ever notices

The way I truly feel

If I think about it

That's my fault

I'm too good at hiding it

I'm so weird

I want help

Yet I keep it all inside

What's wrong with me?

Why am I like this

It shouldn't be this way

And it's so hard 

To know the no one

Knows how I truly feel

I'm stupid.

This poem is stupid.

Life is stupid. 

And it's all my fault

Cause I can't be selfish enough

To let others in

 

  • Author: Ajax (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 10th, 2021 02:10
  • Comment from author about the poem: I don't f-ing know. I'm so confused by everything at this point. I don't know what's going on. I'm sorry.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 41
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  • Caring dove

    Sometimes it’s hard to let others in but I don’t think thAt makes you selfish . Sorry your feeling sad ( I understand it’s not easy

  • Paul Bell

    Great poem that is really relatable.
    Nobody truly knows what's going on in someone's head, but that's not to say you're on your own. There are plenty of outlets who will help. I always find writing it all down just as you have helps to get it out too.

  • OneMoreBreath

    I can't lie and say that life gets better as you get older because in all honesty it doesn't but just try to think more positive (although that line is bullshit also)



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