Out Of Pocket

You should teach yourself to smile without it feeling forced

You gave her this pain, don't take it back there's no remorse

Hiding all her feelings like that pain is undercover 

Just giving a blunt she has arrived already under

Do you wonder whats its like to be inside my mind

Incision in her heart mix all the times she fell apart

Replaying past mistakes like her mind is on repeat

She's felt this before, feeling like defeat

Now you can see, their sadness was real

In need of a perc, forgot how to feel

Started to smoke, killing their lungs

They never cared, started off young

Taking all these chances thinking she might be the one

Now he doesn't know if he's the one you want

He's never really cared, almost all alone

What's one more day not reaching for the gun

Always steady dreaming, just can’t seem to find

The answer he's looking for, "is it better if I die"?

Now he's not sure, if he wants to live

Rip man you will be missed