A real G

I've been in many situations in life some bad some good. Yet none of my situations in life has created a path for me to be the man I know I can and should be. I've hurt people in many ways. For example using women for their God giving blessing  just to withstand the inner me. Although I tend to walk tall and hold down it all standing ten toes down; at times I still feel weak! Never in life allowing someone to walk over me or my family! Trying to show the kids now days in this world at these times no matter what demons stand in your way you can still conquer the darkness and leave them behind in defeat. I've been shot, I've shot at people. I've been in accidents that should have made me decline the lifest6that I had chosen for me. I've been in the light yea that's right I've been on t.v. I've had money in my pockets walking uo and down the streets. I've done drugs to ease the pain not just not talking just weed. No matter the pain I still held on to the love that was restored within a G. I've welcomed the side that wanted nothing but the streets Yet all in all God gave a me the mind, power, and heart to step beyond all the evil that resideth within me. Shooting  hurting, killing destroying lives, your life doesn't make you a G. Stealing. Leading others down the wrong path doesn't make you a G. But making choices in life to overcome all the bad, giving back to those less fortunate rather you have it or not, leading those down the correct path, teaching the children the rules of life and not the streets, apologizing when your in the wrong while standing on your feet. Ten toes down head held high conquering the inner me that's what makes me a real G.