I wanna make a story, I wanna make a plan
Something I feel meaningful for when we all die in the end
This is not a test, making you to cry from
You still pretending life, acting like you won
I wanna make you feel an escape from the numb
Heart filled with greed, in debt to our knees
Lay under trees, why won't you bury me
Is it because I know, enough of you now
Why you getting soft, don't wanna see me go
Or maybe now that, the drugs are not controlled
I know you've had enough, enough of feeling pain
Straight for 4 months, everyday the same thing
Drifting off reality, one puff at a time
You feel like giving up, for you i'll stay in line
Promise me you'll stay, I will suffer with you
I can’t talk to no one, the way I talk to you
If you ever leave, I will be alone
I will still be here, in a room with your ghost
I’m not in a rush I hope you aren’t either
Finally found my confidence, to talk to you i'm eager
Never thought you knew me, now I got you waving
As we walk and talk im thinking wtf you saved me
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Author:
Nicky Byrd (
Offline) - Published: October 20th, 2021 07:15
- Comment from author about the poem: I hate rereading this poem because it's about a person I thought i'd have in my life for a long time. This poem isnt even 6 months old and the person its about is not in my life anymore. I regret writing this but i'm proud of it at the same time. I'll always have mixed emotions for the rest of my life.
- Category: Love
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All will be fine dear poet…let go and share all that hurts you…maybe the pain will ease with time..time the greatest healer of all.
Thank you, I will always remember your wise words when i'm feeling upset
Sure
I hope your no more upset in coming future
Even if you are, may almighty be with you to face all obstacles courageously
Sometimes your best just ain't good enough in life, but that doesn't mean you didn't try, it just means you weren't allowed to try.
thats very true and we cannot be upset with ourselves if we know we tried our best.
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