Thank You I Hate You

Nicky Byrd

I wanna make a story, I wanna make a plan

Something I feel meaningful for when we all die in the end

This is not a test, making you to cry from

You still pretending life, acting like you won

I wanna make you feel an escape from the numb

 

Heart filled with greed, in debt to our knees

Lay under trees, why won't you bury me

Is it because I know, enough of you now

Why you getting soft, don't wanna see me go

Or maybe now that, the drugs are not controlled

 

I know you've had enough, enough of feeling pain

Straight for 4 months, everyday the same thing

Drifting off reality, one puff at a time

You feel like giving up, for you i'll stay in line

Promise me you'll stay, I will suffer with you

I can’t talk to no one, the way I talk to you

 

If you ever leave, I will be alone 

I will still be here, in a room with your ghost

I’m not in a rush I hope you aren’t either

Finally found my confidence, to talk to you i'm eager 

Never thought you knew me, now I got you waving

As we walk and talk im thinking wtf you saved me

  • Author: Nicky Byrd (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 20th, 2021 07:15
  • Comment from author about the poem: I hate rereading this poem because it's about a person I thought i'd have in my life for a long time. This poem isnt even 6 months old and the person its about is not in my life anymore. I regret writing this but i'm proud of it at the same time. I'll always have mixed emotions for the rest of my life.
  • Category: Love
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  • spilleronsheet

    All will be fine dear poet…let go and share all that hurts you…maybe the pain will ease with time..time the greatest healer of all.

    • Nicky Byrd

      Thank you, I will always remember your wise words when i'm feeling upset

      • spilleronsheet

        Sure
        I hope your no more upset in coming future
        Even if you are, may almighty be with you to face all obstacles courageously

      • Paul Bell

        Sometimes your best just ain't good enough in life, but that doesn't mean you didn't try, it just means you weren't allowed to try.

        • Nicky Byrd

          thats very true and we cannot be upset with ourselves if we know we tried our best.



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