Trapped in My Mind

Cheyenne Smith

Why do I feel so trapped in my mind?

Why do I feel that the world would be better off if I died?

Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough?

Why do I feel that I’ll never be loved?

 

My conscience fucks me around

I don’t want to die, I’m longing to feel very alive

Holding on to memories of laughter, enchantment and delight

Wondering if I’ll ever win this fight?

Will I ever have a happy ever after?

 

I can’t recollect the last time I felt truly blessed

I lost sight of what was realistic

For many years my mind has left me believing that I’m possessed

I feel incredibly pessimistic

 

 

I just crave for a life where I feel adored

I wish I wasn’t drowning in my mind

I hope all my happiness and faith can be restored

I wish depression wasn’t so unkind.

 

 

 

 

 

  • Author: Cheyenne Smith (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 27th, 2021 03:51
  • Category: Unclassified
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  • spilleronsheet

    All will be good poet
    Cheer up
    Though I know it’s too difficult at times
    Your words hold power
    They will be kind
    Calmness shall soon reside
    The beauty that you carry in your mind
    If today is dusk
    Tomorrow shall be a new dawn
    For your happiness and glee around
    Wish you a great day ahead dear poet

    • Cheyenne Smith

      Thank you very much and I like your little poem!



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