Truth of My Past...Just Expressing

I looked through The Instagram
of a local person
who seems to have the looks and the charm and almost everything
and I started to have an admiration for an unusual reason.

After a while,
I realized that I don’t personally know this person
and I just have the attraction towards him
due to his personality that brings light to a place that is dim.

He has the charm, positive personality, and an outgoing characteristic,
I lack all of that back when I was little,
Probably even right now...although,
I have improved...but just not significant enough for all kinds of people
or even for myself...I mean,
The part of wanting to be seen;
People’s perception always matter more
than mine about myself...but what is it for?

To be Loved...to be;
Otherwise...it is just...me.

- Myself